Who should I rely on?

To make a long story short, I was raised in a really abusive family. I pretty much experienced every single type of abuse out there, emotional, verbal, physical, etc...I tried to get away from them for years, and was always unsuccessful. They basically controlled me with money. When I was at home, I was too suicidal and depressed to work, from all the abuse, but then I couldn't find a place of my own because I didn't work and didn't have money. So I finally got away...and my mom, who is the emotional and verbal abuser of the bunch, promised to pay me two months rent just so I can get my feet on the ground. The first month didn't even expire, actually the first few days into the first month, she said, I don't have money to help you out. So now she's forcing me to ask my uncle for money, just for the first two months, and he was the one who physically abused me and threatened me. I've been looking for jobs, but have found nothing so far...and I don't really know what to do...Do you have any advice?